Movements

You know I gotta say, it can be a bit tiring making [and even just contemplating] big [and possibly some aspect of life changing] decisions over and over again. I suppose that's an inevitable outcome of not being able to stand still, figuratively speaking.

Little and big things daily both break my heart and fill it up. I feel confused. Mostly I don't think about it directly. But I don't really understand what that was. And that makes me feel a lot of different things, none of which I know how to or think I should act on. I know one thing I feel.