please be patient with me.

i have come to two conclusions the last few days:

1. i dont have a person close by in my life who enjoys all the things i do in the same way i do - and adds both perspective, compansionship, and adventurous growth to me. this may be asking for alot. but ill settle for just enjoying the same things.

2. sometimes it takes a certain moment for me to appreciate certain music, and also, certain people. i need to see/hear it in a certain light to get it. and to get some people. its rough - not always just being there right away. but then when i see it, i see it.

i need anna.