cranberries

i was wandering up madison ave today from the met. (so cold! and) being a total goofball. doing some random shit and whatnot - as usual. and as kate and christina giggled and just kept on walking with me it occured to me how much it didnt phase them at all. and then realized how much i am like that only around them, at least that much anyway. i dont know what it is. but it makes me miss my mom and how so weird she is. oh mom.



















im beyond tired.
there are some things im not sure about. its not the most awesome thing in the world to think about. but! this letting go of other things (people) that ive been needing to for a long time, i love it. loooooove it. i mean mmm so good. like candy. and hiccups. the best release. cant even explain it. mmm girl.