in almost a year and i kind of definitely take a liking to it. mostly for comfort reasons. sitting at annas and everyone is smoking and i come home only to strip off my ash tray stank and be all pissy about my hair smelling like shit. actually theres nothing good about that. the past is nice every once in awhile i guess though. there are certain good things about that - anna.
i listened to israels over the rainbow until i got to the 2 then all of a sudden realized that song was really pissing me off and switched it up a bit. i should take my contacts out but im comfy in bed. i just now looked at my clock and saw that it was 5am. really not so bad, considering.
overslept.
so tired.
if late,
get fired.
why bother?
why the pain?
just go home.
do it again.
along the underpass from the A - 2/3 at 42nd. ive seen it before. its actually really depressing. the first time i saw it i was so pumped - reading along as it came, i could relate! yeah! i get what this guy is feeling! but then it just ends like that. such a hanger.
im too alcohol-awaken to sleep. but im thankful. i think it takes a lot to say that at 5am. feelings. hmm. perhaps i should try harder to change that. seriously though. unhealthy. 2010 is my year to figure some shit out.
anyway, once a year, thank god for mondays.
wait, twice. (labor day)
shit! memorial day.
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