I forgot I have porch plants. Something else I neglect. Poor guys.

Things I've learned about myself this year (prepping for new years):
1. I'm not sure I make a very good girlfriend. It's starting to make sense why most people never wanted me to be theirs. 
2. Poor communicator. Half-thoughts, half-emotions.
3. My brain is over-active and my affection under-active. (Selfish)
4. I'm poor at acting on things I feel. That might be #3, but communicated better.
5. I'm still scared of the dark.

Dang. I'm sad today.