Sometimes I can only think clearly through poetry, or the outline of a fictional character's personality and the way their thoughts are manifested. Which is never in fact clear in and of itself, but the thought of reading some collegiate encyclopedic nondescript outlay of an idea bores my eyeballs. I enjoy(or thrive from?) the manifestation, the thought processes, the connections between generally unfit "things." Because sometimes I feel like my brain thinks in ideas and connections more than terms themselves.

Maybe I just have a poor vocabulary.