in my few years ive learned its better not to make decisions based on possible outcomes. i must say sir, youve left me speechless in ways ive yet to discover. all i can say is, coming home to east 95th gave me more air than ever before. kinda scares me. i spend half my time thinking about what could have been, and the other half thinking its just as well. all i can do is be me, with love in my soul and openness in my heart.