i have a knowledge of my desire to come upon some mystery, and an accepting understanding of the unguided means to get there. whether or not my mundane daily cycles will continue to cultivate this simplicity i yearn for is some unknown component which im unsure if i can alter. rather i will have myself live in and through each day, both inside my head and out, in hopes of a still, full heart and eyes drawn to discovery, and the graces of pure life.