i suddenly got a little sad, thinking about the friends i just made and how they arent here anymore. both the individual people and the dynamic of the group was so refreshing and lovely to be around. a little bit of a reminder that i dont have that here and i dont know when i will. i need those good ole midwest people. but to be optimistic, this weekend was really great. went new places, saw new people/things. lots of laughing. heaps and handfuls of smiles.
im really tired/have had a lot of my mind and that might be affecting me, but i think ive been really hurting in the area of friendship. and it has been draining me, not having my people in my life. i havent seen my friends from school in so long and am so far away from them and it really has been hurting me but it was so far away i didnt notice much until this weekend. and im sad about that, but also scared to get to that point again. where i cant even feel them anymore. im glad to go home and regroup a little in a few days.
oh monday, you sneaky bastard.
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