i need arms.

i was thinking about my life one year ago. by the way, its november 14th? or 15th. thats weird. its practically thanksgiving. and what do i have to say for myself? well i do know that ohio would be nice. but, as college was, the place you return to is never the place you left. because both you and it have changed. so im looking forward now, thinking about the things i want. and i know the best opportunities are here. once ive got the big city thing out of my system - and i have both the career and personal jumps at hand - ill make a move to the west. that is if i dont have other things holding me here. although im open to any sort of time frame. its 4am. im tired. and i wonder if i feel detached from things because..

i dont know what the end of that is.
i need arms.