far away/but actually really close.

i really cant keep having this same fight over again. its really breaking. and questioning things about me that i really feel you and i shouldnt have to. i really dont appreciate it. especially from you. and now that old relationships are completely unfamiliar. and new ones a bit too fragile. ive been feeling so mucky! i think right now its good that i recognize who cares or not. cause i dont have room, or the heart, for anything else. theres too many other things. changes. who decided that the transition this season would be on all accounts? all accounts, it seems. its quite a bit to get a hold of, even for me. but im glad for christina. we have to at least try. yes?