excess thoughts

time really makes things strange!
i was feeling all weird and scratchy inside then remembered, we really were friends! good friends, at that. all the recent awkward moments made me forget. so it is correct that i really couldnt have known this strange turn of events would happen, or even what they meant. thus, my embarassment is natural, yet unecessary.
yes?
im not used to people doing things such as returning phone calls, responding to questions, being open and real human beings. thus, expecting such attributes makes me feel like an intrusive, needy, ass.
this cant be right.