since when do i have two other guys who want to be with me, and then the one i want to be with is slipping away.

guh.

this sunshine bumps my mood up exponentially.

im in love with warmth!

im going to florida in 5 days and i cant contain my insides. im an antsy little ant. a wandering wanderlust. winter in the city is not a beautiful wonderland - at least not after new years. its slush, grey, and wind traps. its misery, squared. no, its snug squared. skintight. i want to get out, and then i still want to. its stir crazy cabin fever warmth yearning bucolic lusting and then add me attempting to be in a relationship. (ha! i laugh now thinking about it) and now, its snug cubed. my head is a tender swamp.

i need to pull out.

love this tweet

"I feel bad for Rihanna who is showing signs of degenerative memory loss. Her song, she keeps asking her grandma what her own name is. So sad"

i laughed.

all these teasy taunty snowstorms producing no snow days. pitiful, useless.